| You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair you know
To just keep me hangin' 'round
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't want to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown
And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go
You can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on
Don't concern yourself
With this mess you've left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you're gone
You not making up your mind
Is killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Leave the pieces when you go
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| i am assuming that no one read this anymore. i mentioned xanga the other day and everyone laughed. that means i have the green light to write whatever i please on here. so..... i am giving up facebook. if i have to read about one more couple who is pregnant i think i will die. everyone is getting pregnant, buying houses, being in love. i am sitting still. alone. no house. no bed. no baby. no job. no school. no companion. ha. what a joke. i am jealous of people who are happy. how cliche is that?? it is pretty high school i have to admit. here is the thing: before the dawn of the ever-present facebook, i was not aware of the bliss of every person i have ever known. i only knew about the few people i am friends with. now, i have the joy of following the life of every person i have ever met. ha! so in conclusion: i am a jealous and immature little girl. i cannot handle reality so i am cutting myself off. |
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| the highest precentage of divorces are caused by a violation of expectations. p.s. we are going to florida in two weeks. my grandparents live there. my parents are going too! i am excited! i need to keep workin out so i can wear a swimming suit! |
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| more like here are some things: anti-valentine's day and phone call
10k run
job?
school?
president's day
home this summer
among other things that is all. |
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| i have been stressed to the max with my life as of late. i think my body is manifesting the stress through sickness. i have episcleritis. it is an eye condition. it is an inflamation that could have any number of causes and has no cure. i just have to wait for it to go away. it is no big deal, it just feels that way. i hate anything that needs to be diagnosed. i think all the crying i have been doing has really took a toll on my immune system. i just feel stuck. i need to be unstuck. |
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